The Results of a 20 year long Chaos Magic working
20 years ago in 1995, I set about exploring the frontiers of Chaos Magic theory, most espcecially the theory that it is belief itself that powers magic rather than what is believed in. I noted though that many chaos magicians were getting less stellar results than traditional mages. This, I theorized, was due to Chaos Mages not being able to reach a deep enough Belief State (BS), precisely because somewhere in their conscious mind they knew that it they were only fabricating the belief state (F-ing BS) for that one working, as opposed to believing whole-heartedly in the beings invoked and perusing the traditional training associated with such beings in order to reach a Deep enough Belief State. (Deep B.S.)
The problem was posed by Peter Carroll himself when he pointed out that Homeopathy would not work for him, precisely because he knows how it works.
In order to remedy this and reach a state of DEEP BS, in 1995, I placed myself into a trance state so that I could forget what I knew about Chaos Magic, and even actually reject it, in order to fully immerse myself in BS. The trance was supposed to last for 20 weeks, but due to some minor miscalculations it has lasted 20 YEARS.
So the bad news is that my work in Tibetan Buddhism, Christianity, Hekate work, and Strategic Sorcery has all been one long Chaos Magic experiment gone longer than expected.
The good news is that I have been able to achieve TOTAL BS!
April 1st 2015
Jason Miller